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Life is a whirlwind for the most of us.... Our daily life have been consume with our work and other obligation that we tend to forget to stop and ponder the journey of are life... what has made us become what we are today.

Being married and a career women has led me to the life where i swear i would never allowed myself to lead. I have became selfish and self-centered. I no longer allocated my time to my love ones. The life I lead has always been about me and me only.

During this Barakah month of Ramadan, it came to me one day, that I should take this opportunity to start and mingle back with those people that are dear to my heart. How long has it been since i met and spend time with my cousin 'Pijah Odi' and 'Amai'.. the Rosli's sibling that i shared my childhood with, that have never been apart, we were glued for most of our childhood life enjoying the vast adventure that we had in our 'Kampung'. The magical place for any child to grow up.

It wasn't a  plan meeting... destiny brought us together if i may say so myself. This is how it all started:-

After losing tok bee early this year, i realize that life is to short for me to be a workaholic... I felt guilty at the thought that i never spend much of my quality time with my late grandmother... i have been so engross in my life that i just thought she will be there forever. Due to my guilt and not meeting my other grandma (tok Asmah) for quite a long time... i have decided to spend a week with her.. to strengthen the bond that nearly fade. Tok was living with Hafizah and Akmal so I figured its like killing two birds with one stone :)

So yesterday Hafizah had a gathering with her friends... but they decided to cancel it at the last minute. With her being disappointed and me meeting hasinah over for iftar, we decided that we should go and bukak puasa all of us together.....

When we reach KLCC, told Hafizah that i'm gonna spend time with the books at Kinokuniya and let the happy couple spend some time together. After browsing and contemplating i went to pay for the books, that is when i realize to my horror that i have left my wallet and ave 50 cent only in my bag... and yes it could be considered as one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. Ironically Ash still hasn't arrive with her husband to save me.

So then i call up akmal, wondering whether he'll be coming for the bukak puasa??? and since he now that i have left my wallet he decided to join us.... and save me by bringing my wallet :)

Later after our Maghrib prayers... the 5 of us.. (Akmal and his friend not included sbb dia nak balik smayang terawikh) so off we went to Starbuck to have a cuppa....

And it was then on..... we talked and laugh as we did when we were 8,7, and 5. We laugh and talk... putting aside our differences... there were so many topics that were covered during the session.... From tok som... Cikgu mengaji paling garang "awak ingat lagi tak macam mana tok som nanti bagi kita gan rotan panjang pasai dok gelak masa mengaji" and "awak ingat lagi tak sigheh (sirih) and gigi maih(emas) dia"...

And there was the Market trip conversation "awak ingat tak macam mana anjing oren yang suka hambat kita bila pi markeet dulu (owh org penang kata pasar---markeet)" and "Bangun pagi-pagi buta beli puti kat ama puri" and "awak ingat tak coin purse satu 20 kupang tue"

And there was the conversation on our toys "best gilaa.... guling-guling dalam kotak turut gon (a cemented hilly slope)" "tue la... yang tue kak taty pnya idea" and "awak ingat dak bila paip pecah kat depan rumah rozal and kita nanti pi buat tue macm swimming pool" "laaa awak ingat macm mana kita kna rotan gan mak bila kita terjon dalam kolah"

i'm gonna miss those moment and thank you guys for making my day.  

Akmal and frens

since were all from penang---> we went to have Penang food

Char Kuey Teow was the main dish including prawn me :)

talk till our hearts content with a cuppa

me, Ash and Faikis (her husband)

trying to brainwash Hafizah to become a die hard coffee addict like me... (^-^)

the only guy standing there is hafizah beu... nasi minyak will be sooner than we think.

my obsession at the moment is NAVY  BLUE

From a 10 ringgit shirt..

Ever since i was a kid, i was never the kind of person to be deluded by brands... Yes i love the high end fashion but it was never in my interest to own one... My choice in material things has always been about the quality rather than the brands itself..

There are times in my life when i buy some pieces of expensive clothing.. It was never and impulse buy.. But a full research was done... Will i often wear it??? Is it durable enough??? Is it comfortable??? Then i would sleep on it... If i still dream about having them... Then i would buy them..

Never in my life have i ever used any1 Else's money to buy anything.. My mom thought me that if u wanna own something... U have to work hard for it...then u shall cherish it..

I don't understand why it bugs me so much.. (I'm blaming the bloody weather for being so hot ) some1 just post a comment on one of my post... And ask me how can i afford some of the stuff i have.. Now that is just plain rude don't ya think???

What makes u have the right to say or even to decide what i can afford and what i could not afford... It is the basis of human rights that human have every rights to acquire the necessity that they need in their daily living..

i work hard to get what i want.. And that is what drives me to be successful... I buy things base on my needs and base on my own capacity to acquire them.. I don't need any tom, dick or harry to point me the guidelines on what i can own and what i could not... U have no right to question me... I wasn't spoon fed like you... And i don't just laze around in the house waiting for the world to be better...

Yes... I don't come from a rich family... And yes I'm not married to a rich husband... But do i still have to buy a 10 ringgit shirt when i can afford a 100 ringgit shirt??? I know where i came from... It made me what i am today... And yes i still remember the years when i own only a pair of cargo pants and 3 shirt of rm 10 each.. Do i resent it??? No... I don't.. And yes i still wear cheap clothes that i bought at a bundle shop that cost 4 ringgit each... I'm not gonna tell you which one... U figure out yourself..

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BERSIH!!! BERSIH!!! BERSIH????

I have always refrain myself from posting any political views on the blog as i have a strong perception of everyone is entitle to their own perception and interpretation of an ideology...
Is BERSIH an ideology?? In some form we can call it an ideology as it is quite unattainable in the near future...
I have always been politically neutral to the extend people percieve me as apolitical... How can a political science student be apolitical just because she refrain herself from joining any political party... I belive political parties are friends with benefits... We joined a political party that caters to our interest rather than keeping into mind the common interest it uphold.. Thus, i prefer to keep my friend with benefit confidential...
Where was i???? Right.. BERSIH... I understand that this certain group call for a transparency and all those democratic crap (excuse my language) in the next general election.. There are two points why i do not agree with the sitiuation..
Firstly the rally has become a hindrance to the people of malaysia when the enforcement decided control the crowd by preventing any1 from entering KL.. This cause a massive jams which is frustrating!!!
Secondly when it comes to mass gathering, one has to bear in mind that there is no such thing as crowd control... The sentiment of of the masses is like a cahin reaction whereby a person starts shouting and others will follow.. They are easily agitated by the rally speech and action of other members... And this theory have been proven by sociologist ( i learned them in my sociology of political behaviour).... And this leaves me with a less desireable outlook on BERSIH.
In order to make things worse, the UMNO YOUTH and PERKASA have decided to hop on the bandwagon but instead of rallying they are condeming and call for a confrantation... Now instead of the walk of democracy, it has become the walk of politics and has been highly politacise by the media...
So due to this unruly educated man and women, the citizen of Malaysia has been put into a situation that is very similiar to a Darurat... But they call it lockdown...
I'm to sleepy to continue.... Damn!!!

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BERSIH!!! BERSIH!!! BERSIH????

I have always refrain myself from posting any political views on the blog as i have a strong perception of everyone is entitle to their own perception and interpretation of an ideology...
Is BERSIH an ideology?? In some form we can call it an ideology as it is quite unattainable in the near future...
I have always been politically neutral to the extend people percieve me as apolitical... How can a political science student be apolitical just because she refrain herself from joining any political party... I belive political parties are friends with benefits... We joined a political party that caters to our interest rather than keeping into mind the common interest it uphold.. Thus, i prefer to keep my friend with benefit confidential...
Where was i???? Right.. BERSIH... I understand that this certain group call for a transparency and all those democratic crap (excuse my language) in the next general election.. There are two points why i do not agree with the sitiuation..
Firstly the rally has become a hindrance to the people of malaysia when the enforcement decided control the crowd by preventing any1 from entering KL.. This cause a massive jams which is frustrating!!!
Secondly when it comes to mass gathering, one has to bear in mind that there is no such thing as crowd control... The sentiment of of the masses is like a cahin reaction whereby a person starts shouting and others will follow.. They are easily agitated by the rally speech and action of other members... And this theory have been proven by sociologist ( i learned them in my sociology of political behaviour).... And this leaves me with a less desireable outlook on BERSIH.
In order to make things worse, the UMNO YOUTH and PERKASA have decided to hop on the bandwagon but instead of rallying they are condeming and call for a confrantation... Now instead of the walk of democracy, it has become the walk of politics and has been highly politacise by the media...
So due to this unruly educated man and women, the citizen of Malaysia has been put into a situation that is very similiar to a Darurat... But they call it lockdown...
I'm to sleepy to continue.... Damn!!!

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The bus ride...

Let us say... That i hate bus ride... Since like 4ever... And here i'm stuck in these bloody jam and thank 4 the seat... And what does urs trully do on this foresaken bus ride??? I blog.... I guess this will be the only time that i can have a time to myself... Even thou its crowded and smelly... I have to endure it.. As it is the cheapest way to get home... Life is interesting.. Observing my fellow passenger.. One come in2 conclusion that 60 % are and the 40% are malaysian... I realize that most of the 60% DRESS just like klians... Gone were the the synonemous dress code that m'sian tend to label them with... I'm writing this in a general manner as there is some prying on my writing...... With all this multi tasking and writing.. I have only cover 40% of my first bus ride home... Sigh!!!!? blasted jam!!!! Am gonna try to capture the moment..

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An Ounce of Hope and a Bucket Full of Prayer

After being stuck in a rut for two month jobless, I’m finally back on track. It was early this month I manage to land one of my biggest breaks for the year 2011. I manage to snag my dream job :) (ps: those who knew me well will have the idea of where I’m currently working).

Currently I’m very contented with my post at the United Nation University as a Human Resource Junior Assistant. My colleagues are the best as they made me feel extremely welcome on my first week of duty.

I have been very passionate in working with the UN for a very long time… here is how it all began….

My father introduces me into the world of UN when during my childhood years. As a child, I find that the best time to spent with my father was during the RTM “Dunia Jam 10”. The reason to this being was that I have a crush on the news anchorman (the Singh guy with a manly voice) and secondly was to question my father the things I heard and the images I saw on the screen…

One night, I heard the word PBB- Persatuan Bangsa-Bangsa Bersatu. I then enquire my dad on the matter it was then he told what UN was and how its charter constitute of Human Rights, Peace Keeping and even equal rights. It was then that I have decided to work with the UN.

My dream at one point became unattainable. Yet I hold on to that ounce of dream in my heart and prayed for a miracle. With the help of my love one prayer I managed to turn my dream into a realization. This is a reminder to myself that whatever the obstacle I might face in years to come, I should hold on to my ounce of hope and seek the help from Allah with a bucket full of prayer I can and will overcome it 



to those who think i'm in my own make belief world.. you know who you are



30 days challenge~ Day 2 : A photo of something you eat today and the meaning behind your name

A photo of something you eat today

 it was a dark and windy afternoon today.. so i decided to cheer up myself with a slab of kak taty's scrumptious chocolate cake :) and two cup of javva just for kicks :)

IT WAS THE BEST... NOW I'M SALIVATING OVER A PICTURE OF MEE REBUS :p

the meaning behind your name

NUR HASANAH =THE LIGHT OF GOODNESS :)

my name is a good reminder  from both of my parents that they i hope that as i grow up, i'll be a good muslim.... Oma..Appa Kamsahamnida :)