Painted

my painting tools :)

           Ever since i was a child, my amusement has always been on makeups... It always amaze me how by just slathering a lippy on your lips can make all the changes in the world..

                 Later when my worldview has turn slightly philosophical , i perceive the human face as an empty canvas where you can paint it however you like it to be, goth, sunny, natural, classic u name it. Unlike a real painting u can never erase it if there were to be mistake.But a face is like a blackboard.. mistakes can be erase and re-painted.

                As i reach my adulthood, with a painted face i can muster all the confidence i need.. It can help me improvise certain features that I'm  extremely proud off.. It helps me to muster up my courage whenever i'm in a pinch. I do believe in natural beauty but lets be realistic... Not everyone is beautiful and sometimes you need a little help to bring out your hidden beauty. 

              So there you have it, my very own confession on why i wear makeup... but my makeup regime depends on my mood... if i need that extra boost of confidence... i'll be applying some. But when i'm mellow down to the core,, i prefer an unpainted one :) So what is your understanding of wearing makeup??

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.7

A chuggers life...

At this point in my life, i feel like a chugger who has run out of fuel.. While i keep on chuging as hard as i could, my chuging has taken its toll.. This is the 1st time in my life i feel so stressed out... I feel like i can no longer chug around this track. As i dock myself.. I realize i need a moment to pause and review my life longs goals... Does this track leads me to my destination or does it takes me bck to the dock and keep on circling the same track 4 the rest of my life.. Whatever the consequences is, this chugger has decided to make the best of everything she has... So off this pink lilttle goes chunging into a brand new day. But she never stop praying and hoping that tomorrow will be better than today..


Why do i associate myself with chuggers is that i belive i'm very much like brewster of chugington... I keep chunging to my hearts content without realizing the damage i've done

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.7

a moment of contemplation

To what reason she left her blog untended was unknown even to her... Maybe adapting to a new environment and the new phase of her life made her ponder the very reason of creating a blog. Ever since the web and internet became a fad, she has always keep up with the latest network trend.. From bloging to social network till games.. Name it.. She has it. It was in her years as a matric student, she started bloging.. Firstly was through the myspace blog.. Later opening her own blogger account. Bloging was a mechanism for her to express herself and to polish her skill in writing for she wanted to be a writer... She finds that blogging is a way for her voice to be heardv as there is no longer. . So what kind of blogger is she?? UNIVERSAL.. She address issues that matters to her the most and her day 2 day experiance... So does anyone reads her blog?? She will never know ....

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.7

falsies alert.

aishah and her first falsies

Kids are growing up so fast this days... Once i read and article about mark and spencer catering bras for 6 year old and make up for younger girls. I do belive its due to the media and ones upbringing...
When i was a toddler, around the age of 6 my obsession were on books and insect (which scare the hell out of me once i reach puberty) and trying to get the catch of the day ( it has to be a pregnant peacock fish or the most colorful tail). Its sad to see how kids lost their innocentness and their charm at a young age.. Gone were the days of enid blyton children and their replacement are bratz... I wish when i have kids later in my marriage life.. They will be obsess with books and and all the other things that children my era would love and may they keep their innocent a little longer.. Coming back to the picture, ash cut out some old falsies and make her wear em... The picture best describe my discussion above and i name the picture.. The lost of innocence... Some how the falsies and aishah just seem wrong.. There is no balance to her features... I hope she will retain her child like charm in many years to come and may she be patience with her childhood and age so that she wont be so eager to grow up...

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5

being married..

i just love this picture :)

Let me tell u this being married is hard... Its not all the fairytale u thought its gonna be... I prepared myself for all kind of sticky and challenging situation but i have nver been more annoyed by this situation coz i keep getting stuck with this same question like a hundread time... The essence is the same but they tend to repharse depending on the person who quarries it.. Nearlly 50% of the ppl i meet will ask whether i'm preggers or not?? I bet what they really want to know is... Have u done it... I don't blame the inqusitive nature of the human mind but i hate it went i gave an upfront answer... I get a backlash.. Sometime i wish the comunity will be a little bit more open on the problems and issues of the newly weds... At one point in my life i think i'm a gonner but after endless of search of the truth i found that i'm just normal.. The next time any1 ask if i'm preggars or not i'll just turn a deaf ear and ignore them.. Ur mayb the elders but at time due to the rigidity that you impose.. Ppl like me and the other newly weds are left in the dark with the things we thought that could never happen actually happen.. So i'm sorry if my answer were to direct or to upfront... I thought i was just being honest.. I didn't know that my honesty was consider un-norm like.. So i guess i'm sorry that i do not follow the norm.. And about getting preggers... It'll happen when Allah permits it and when Allah knows the both of us are ready.. For Allah knows best and ALLAH is the only one who understand me best.. So i just hope ppl will just lay off on when i'm getting preggers... I have a wonderful husband and i'm thankful of that..

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5

home made macaroons

i swoon at the sight of macaroons :)

Well if the usual home made macaroon comes in pretty lil boxes.. My macaroons comes in plastic 4 sen... I'm xtremely happy that i finally get to have a bite of this lovely thing... This macaroon was made by my sister colegue.. A baker with 20 years of xperiance and a french... I'm extremly lucky to have a culinary lecturer as my sister... I get goof food for free... She bought a book on macroons... Which is cool coz i can borrow... And start making my own... Now all i need is an oven...

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5

to blog or not to blog...

I wish to be able to blog everyday but time and internet connection does not permit me to... Currently most of my bloging are post via mobile blogger droid software.. So the very basic thing for me to do is post a picture an write bout it... So i'm in a mojor turmoil in deciding whether or not i should give up blogging... I have and endless list of what to write about... But could nver had the time like used to with being married and workin.. To blog or not to blog thay is the question...

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5