the death of M.Rajoli

picture courtesy of --http://dcck-aku.blogspot.com/2010/06/zoomartis_10.html

i just came back from purchasing some of my wedding stuff when i check my twitter... the trending topic was the death of M.Rajoli...it was said that he was suffering from cancer at his brain fluid... he was a great actor.... a versatile one.... he can be a lelaki miang in one drama, and an imam in one drama without failing to amuse his audience... today Malaysia  has again lost one of the best artist in the cinema history of our time.. you will be missed... May Allah Bless his soul...Al-Fatihah..

iftar with the busiest man on earth

do i really look like a 16 year old??

this Ramadhan... i have been busy being a professional babysitter to my mom's orphans ( the kids) so spending time with my fiancé was extremely limited.On the other hand lover boy was tied down with the work at site 24/7(even on Sunday). so on the last day of fasting we manage to make sometime 4 each other... i was craving for Dome fish n chips... i was quite surprised that the place was quite empty... even by 7.15 only a quarter of the table were occupied...

and that was the first time that edos ever commented on my outfit.. yeah he hates alright... he says that i dress like a tween popstar... hahahah yeah right... i never thought that he notice anything i wear.. (being a man and all) after rumaging to my closet i realize that most of my clothing were bought in my tween years.... and i haven't been able to upgrade my wardrobe to the age that i am for 2 simple reason

1. firstly, i hate being an adult all the good old fun is being suck dry...
2. all the fun clothes are made for the tweens...

the face of a hungry man

it was lovely.... but i only manage to finish half of the portion only...

the man can't live without his rice

his extremely delicious squash frog and my cuppa latte...

we decided to make this last iftar a memorable one as we will be celebrating next ramadhan as a married couple.

:) later that night it was so kind of edos to bring some fireworks for the kids... the inner kid in me jump for joy :) hehhehe gonna have a session of playing fireworks tonight 2..

i guess i'm 16 at heart anyway... :)

Claimed an old blog......

i was wondering what happen to an old blog that i use to own when i was a teenager..... then i finally found it...... hahhahah i am proud of my writing those day... i was very deep and slightly philosophical..... i wonder what have changed??? i start blogging in 2004..... 6 years..... i wonder what made me stop???

boldishasanah----> childhood

well here my saga...... i was somewhat born in a family of 8 siblings..... mom is women activist and me dad is a meter-reader for TNB... during my childhood.. i live a magical dream where everything is made possible..... (not material things... though) imagination run wild and living in a kampung i had adventures just like dato' lat did in his kampung boy.....

when i was at the age of 6 i discover my love for reading and writing... i start to have a diary... filling them with my scribble of what kind of grasshopper i catch today and whether i had being chase by my arch enemy the bloody orange dog.....

at 7 and the start of my primary school years......as a child, i had this ugly haircut that i will hate to this day..... i wanted to have long hair like Ariel when my mom decided to chop it off into a coconut shape just in case i might be infected by lice during my attendance at school..... it was during this age that i discover my passion for sewing... we had and embroidery class when i was seven (it was a convent school... so go figure) and at this age i learned the punishment for not getting ur spelling right.... ( i still remember miss lee... due to my coconut like haircut.. she will pull the hair at my sideburn till i get the spelling right)

at 8 years old, my parents teach me the responsibility of being an older sister..... it was Ash first day of school when my mom came up to me and said "its high time u took up the responsibility... ur a big sister now and look after Ash on her first day of school okay.... " thus i was entrusted as Ash Guardian during school days...... owh and she was a trouble maker.... there wasn't a day when i was not called to hear the teacher complain to me... and yeah i was 8

9-12, i was fascinated with books...... from sweet valley to nancy drew..... and even r.l stine.... i remember i had and obsession with Barney to.... i still wonder why (may b i just love purple dragon.... now i'm into Dibo the gift dragon) my mom had to rotan me just to eat coz i would not get out of my room ....... as long as i can savour the sweet essence of the words.... food are merely and unimportant sustenance to me ...

somehow i couldn't find any picture of me when i was little.... i wonder where it went ????

THE SHOE BORROWER

In a far away land... live two sister in a cramp purple room shared by 6 others... life in this lil' room was pleasant.... it started of with the missing selipar jamban.... we kept wondering what ever happened to... as all hope was lost in recovering the stolen item.... the next day it magically appeared at their doorstep... both of the sister were befuddled by the event... has a mischievous nymph spirited it away for its evil spell??? in their thought's were whatever that has happened to the selipar jamban..... it is safely back...

later in the evening the sisters good friend ainul came feeling slightly flustered.... she said to the sister "have u seen my roxy selipar jamban??? its been missing all week.... could the nymph whisked it away like how it did to ur selipar jamban...... the sister were quite shocked at the information they receive from their good friend.... "urmmm..... ainul i saw one of our room mates wearing it everyday for about a week now.... i thought it was hers..." ash said. So now they know who took their selipar jamban... disappointed as the sisters were about the occasion... they decided to put it all behind them as the girl said she only borrowed it.

weeks past by.... and nothing unusual happened in the cramped little room until yesterday.... as Ash was getting ready for her classes, she realize that she was running late.... she storm of the room in a hurry.... then Bold heard the shout that make her jumped out of her skin...... "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" it was the cry of someone in anguish.... as tears trickled down her face Ash came in the room and told her sister that her MJ shoes was stolen..... trying to comfort her little sister as best as she can.... Bold decided to lend her shoes at it will fit Ash outfit perfectly........

later in the evening as Ash came back from her classes...... Ash was bewildered to caught the sight of her MJ shoes on the shoe rack.... shouting happily to her sister she bring the pair inside the room for safe keeping..... then came her room mate with a bland face..... "is this your shoes??? i borrowed it".... so that when it dawn upon the sister that they have a shoe borrower living with them.... so kids... beware of the shoe borrower..... u might never know how they look like as they come on all shape and sizes....

i'm a gypsy....

life is extremely funny..... one would never thought of being able to make one dreams into a realization.... ever since i understood the magical essence of fiction, the mysterious culture fascinate me from the understanding the Cheyenne way of life... to the wandering gypsy in Europe.... i guess anything to do with the history of a culture would catch my interest....

and now i have become a gypsy.... but alas i have become a modern gypsy... i ride a steel wagon rather than a gypsy wagon.... fate has bore down upon me this burden for i could not settle in one place for more than 3 days.... travellin' thru and fro has been in my blood.... but the experience was not what i expected... i no longer have a sense of belonging.... at times i wonder will i ever find a place for me to settled down......

most of the time i spent my time being on the road rather than at home..... i do really wish i could put a stop to this..... but my fate has been written... and i must abide it well... with perseverance i do think i can manage the situation well....... later today as i was talking to Ash, she noted that i should listen to shakira's song the gypsy.... after rereading the lyrics for a few times..... i somehow can relate to it well...

Broke my heart
On the road
Spent the weekend
Sewing the pieces back on

Friends and thoughts pass me by
Walking gets too boring
When you learn how to fly

Not the homecoming kind
Take the top off
And who knows what you might find

Won't confess all my sins
You can bet I'll try it
But You can't always win


Chorus

'Cause I'm a gypsy
Are you coming with me?
I might steal your clothes
And wear them if they fit me
I never made agreements
Just like a gypsy
And I won't back down
'Cause life's already bit me
And I won't cry
I'm too young to die
If you're gonna quit me
'Cause I'm a gypsy

('Cause I'm a gypsy)


Verse 2

I can't hide
what I've done
Scars remind me
Of just how far that I've come
To whom it may concern
Only run with scissors
When you want to get hurt

Chorus
'Cause I'm a gypsy
Are you coming with me?
I might steal your clothes
And wear them if they fit me
I don't make agreements
Just like a gypsy
And I won't back down
'Cause life's already bit me
And I won't cry
I'm too young to die
If you're gonna quit me
'Cause I'm a gypsy

I said hey you
You're no fool
If you say 'NO'
Ain't it just the way life goes?
People fear what they don't know
Come along for the ride, Oh yeah
Come along for the ride, whoo-hoo

'Cause I'm a gypsy
Are you coming with me?
I might steal your clothes
And wear them if they fit me
Never made agreements
Just like a gypsy
And I won't back down
'Cause life's already bit me
And I won't cry
I'm too young to die
If you're gonna quit me
'Cause I'm a gypsy

its time for the YOUTH to have a say......

lately, there have been a massive movement for youth across the globe. in Malaysia itself, NGO's and the government come together hand in hand in promoting the importance of youth to the society and creating awareness among the youth toward the possibility and opportunity that the youth have in this era... in 2010 medias and NGO"s have created a platform for the youth in Malaysia to flaunt out their skills and and ability in the YOUTH 10 festival. whereby it will be one of the largest youth festival that will be held in PWTC on the 28th - 30th May 2010. the 3 days festival is comprises of various activities from culture, sport, entertainment, entrepreneurship and also conferences.

the festival is conducted by Youth from the age of 15-30 years old.... so for more information kindly click on the link..... http://malaysia.youthsays.com/boldishasanah/youth10.... owh.... and the link gives u the benefits of getting a free pass when u register online.... it is worth RM 20/- so ppl let us show the forces of the YOUTH in Malaysia at the festival :)

KTM and its ladies coach

on my way back to penang from IIUM, i took a Komuter from KTM sentul to Kuala Lumpur (old Railway Station) station were i usually ride the NICE bus (in order to avoid going to Puduraya). To my amusement, i found that for the route from Sentul to Pel. Klang there is a coach 4 ladies only.. and it starts yesterday :) as i was writing this post in my notebook coz i don't own a notebook and such i have to use and old tradition (the tip to carry notebook around comes from my fav writer Roald Dahl) there was an Indonesian man came in and sits beside me...at that moment i was thinking... should i politely pointed out to him that this is a ladies only coach or should i just let him be..... since 2day is the firstday that the coach was operating i'll just give the guy a chance :)

riding on it make u feel slightly special..... So a Big round of applause and Thank YOU KTM....

read here for more details..

the reason i need a new phone..the pics are all blurry

eleh.... speaking konon!!!!

"alah dok lik lau.... nak speaking2 "------- was the most ordinary comments that i get from most ppl who barely or didn't know me at all..... i get this for the past 20 years or so from frens to peers...... With this, i would like to clarify to the whole world that please do not judge me by the way i speak..... In this post I'm gonna clarify why and how i became the snobbish English speaking Malay...... (the generalization that the masses have on me)

It started off as young as i could remember.... my first and fav tv show would sesame street and hahaue would by endless VHR volume of them for me and my sister (and there were lots of animation VHR to like Thumbelina, snow white and etc). Every night my sister will tell the tale of prince and princesses..... and elves....... i was thought to think and imagine in English even when i was a lil' kid... at the age of 3 my fav animal and word would be a hippopotamus.

it was around the age of 5+, me and Ash were thrown into an awkward situation.... are chilhood fren was 3 Italian American girls that live right behind my house..... i do ask hahaue from time to time how did we as a children ever manage this kind of situation..... well nobody know the answer... after 1 month of befriending them... me and Ash would be able to hold a conversation in English with an American slang (i guess it was their influence) .....

time passes by and i was in my adolescence years and i took up the love for reading..... and the books were all in English..... (my aunt would by em' for us) and thus starts my pattern of speaking as to how it is written in the pages of the books... most of my family members and close frens can detect this in my style of writing and my conversation will be highly influenced by the nature and the style of a certain writer that i took fancy upon at the moment :)

and things doesn't help during my uni years to as i enrol myself to IIUM/UIA.... an English medium university.... so i was somehow brainwashed to think and express myself in English :) all of my reading material are in English.....

And with that my fellow merry ppl is how is was brought up and trained..... hahaue was a very strict English teacher so where my elder sisters.... and if u were to compare my English to their i would say that I'm still at an amateur level......

picture are courtesy of http://www.cartoonstock.com

my leprechaun stash (the big pile of coins )

ever since I was a lil' grl... i've always like to menabung.... the reason to this action is the satisfactory feeling that owning that big pile of coins make me rich...... :P

latter as a teenager the implication of owning the big pile of coin change no longer were richness attach to it but it came a vital source for me to buy my books..... from r.l stine to sweet valley and many others.... and yes i do still keep them..... coz in my uni years.... they are my rainy days money in other words my emergency money when things get though towards the end of the semester... :) so a week ago i wet to bank in my big pile of coin and got to know that i manage to stash up till 173.5 worth of coins..... and with that i'm 173.5 richer than i was b4.....

my green leprechaun bag

i'm RM173.50 richer than i was b4..... better than nothing rite :)

who is Super junior u ask me!!!!!

My first introduction to Super Junior was in the form of an MV called timeless sang by one of DBSK/TVXQ member....... the guy in the video clip that i had a crush on was siwon.... he was so good looking..... (u can view it for urself... he was the mobster/robber in the mv... sooooo drooling over him :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cS8P8aKndnU)

so what was i to do????? cutting the story short... i found Harnizah Rassake.... the ELF of UIA... most of the info i had on them is thanks to her.....

well this an info on SUJU......... ( i cut and paste it from wikipedia hehehhehheh :) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Super_Junior )

Super Junior (Korean: 슈퍼주니어), often referred to as SJ or SuJu (슈주), is a boy band from Seoul, South Korea formed by SM Entertainmentin 2005. With a total of thirteen members, Super Junior is the largest boy band in the world.^[1] The group consists of Leeteuk (leader), Heechul,Han Geng, Yesung, Kang-in, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum, and Kyuhyun. The Chinese member, Han Geng, was chosen from three thousand applicants, via auditions held in China by SM Entertainment in 2001.^[2]

Super Junior has released and contributed in 19 different kinds of records with varying degrees of success.^[3] Over the years, they have been divided into smaller sub groups, simultaneously targeting different music industries and audiences. Largely due to Super Junior's success as entertainers, other Korean entertainment managements began to train their music groups in other areas of entertainment, such as acting andhosting.^[3] In addition to their commercial success, Super Junior has earned seven music awards from the M.net Asian Music Awards, eleven from the Golden Disk Awards (including Album of the Year and Daesung), and is the second singing group to win Favorite Artist Korea at theMTV Asia Awards after JTL in 2008.^[4]

Well the real reason for this post is that my 13 dreamboat is finally landing in Malaysia for a concert... b4 this there was a lot of cancellation due to sponsorship problem.... the ticket is slightly pricey...... but who cares :)

i am women

when i was a lil' tyke... i was surrounded by the ideals of a feminist... so whenever i was down like the state that i am now.... my momma would sing me this song.... the tittle of this song is i am women... and the singer was Helen reddy.... she had such a nice voice....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmExAiCcaPk

I am woman, hear me roar

In numbers too big to ignore

And I know too much to go back an' pretend

'cause I've heard it all before

And I've been down there on the floor

No one's ever gonna keep me down again

CHORUS

Oh yes I am wise

But it's wisdom born of pain

Yes, I've paid the price

But look how much I gained

If I have to, I can do anything

I am strong (strong)

I am invincible (invincible)

I am woman

You can bend but never break me

'cause it only serves to make me

More determined to achieve my final goal

And I come back even stronger

Not a novice any longer

'cause you've deepened the conviction in my soul

CHORUS

I am woman watch me grow

See me standing toe to toe

As I spread my lovin' arms across the land

But I'm still an embryo

With a long long way to go

Until I make my brother understand

Oh yes I am wise

But it's wisdom born of pain

Yes, I've paid the price

But look how much I gained

If I have to I can face anything

I am strong (strong)

I am invincible (invincible)

I am woman

Oh, I am woman

I am invincible

I am strong

FADE

I am woman

I am invincible

I am strong

I am woman

2012

my world feels like crashing down..... hhahhahahhah i feel like crying and at times i feel like laughing at my own damn stupidity... nobody know how it hurts........ to many lies have been forgiven.... but enough is enough..... no more pushing me around... i am who i am... nothing u do or say will make me feel better...... today was the last straw... i maybe paranoid but i'm no doormat.... i'm truly sorry to say this but today is the day i spread my wings and fly... ur words and ur action are no longer my concern.... from the way i see it... the path we choose were never meant to be... thank u 4 the wake up call :)

K-pop...

My obsession with the korean culture kicks off way back when i was 17 years old..... and going to a Korean barbeque was a big deal for me...but during those days.... most of it was non halal.... then i heard about restaurant by the name of seoul garden.... which is somehow manage to obtained the halal sign... i have been wanting to go there for a very long time (pestering my fiancé for about a year now) but its still didn't happen.... i could go there with my frens... but were such small eater that it'll be a waste since its a buffet style....

Then on Saturday when me and Ash (my lil' sister) went to go and get some gift for our nephew at OU.... I somehow mange to get me a really nice shoe from Clarks. it was slightly pricey but it was worth it because wearing it make u feel like ur stepping on a soft cottony pillow. After shopping, Faikis (ash future fiancé) surprise us by treating us a dinner at Seoul garden.... i was amazed at how much i ate that day.... hehhehehehheheh...... maybe it was i skipped my breakfast and lunch :) i had a marvellous time...... Thanks faikis....... it was worth the wait :)

the first thing i bought with my pay check :)

outfit for the day

happy with my purchase

the happy couple

to happy to even care what was going on :D

2010...... Happy new year :)

every1 is xtremely xcited bout the coming new year... am i??? well all i can say that its a mix feelings...... firstly 2010 will mark a new beginning for me as a daughter, a sister and a servant (to Allah)... i for one was never the kind of person to make new year resolution... for the very reason that i know i would never keep them.. trust me i wouldn't... i always plan my life 5 years ahead... not only during the new year but anywhere in between...

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but this year I'm gonna list down my resolution in hoping that u ppl might remind me off them...

1. I'm gonna fulfill all my promises to Allah in trying my best to keep in check my obligation towards him.
2. I'm gonna pass the TQS 2000M with flying colour by being able to read the surah al-imran perfectly (tajwid and everything)
3. get a driving license..... (i know2.... driving creeps me out)
4. start planning for my wedding :)
5. try to keep my obsession in check ( a girl can never have to many handbags or makeup)
6. try to keep my room as clean as possible
7. since I'm getting married i figure its high time that i should start to learn how to cook and not doing it virtually only (facebook)
8. indulge my self in my hobby such as reading, beading, and baking as much as possible
9. talk less and smile more
10. lastly disciplining myself by joining the air force :)

so dear frens have u made ur new year resolution.... :)

picture courtesy to anita jamal

a weekend adventure

had a fun weekend out with the Sabri's sisters (sha and ija). Went to Times Square on Friday to meet up with the girls..... need to buy something red... as that was the theme color for the event that were attending on Friday..... all we could get was a necklace and shoes (that i end up not waring coz it makes me look slightly like a minah rempit)...

then it was off to danau kota for a hunt on the red clutch (Sha has nothing red on her) so the hunt ended about 2am and she manage to get a really cute clutch.... <3> four..... and we didn't get some shut eye till the early dawn.... as expected... we were late for the event....... but we manage to arrive around 12 for a second session....


ija and me.... at Dara.com workshop :)



nurul/sha with here adorable red clutch


the sabri's sister that help me to have a blast weekend :)

is there anything i can do to make my life interesting..

what a day....... did'n sleep the whole night...... and was lazy to get up from bed... went to work late.....huhuhuhuhuh...... sorry cik nizam..... but basicaly.... there was no customer for the past 3 days....(workin part time at cc)..... since it was a holiday break.... most of the student went back... well at 3 or maybe 4... i'm attending this international muslim youth camp that will be held in the uni.... sadly.... some of the comittee members..... found out that my name was missing from the list of participant..... so i have to go back at 4 and see how's things go..... c my life is as boring as ever.... benci giler..... is there anyway that i could make life a lil bit more interesting.....
the reason for me penning this down is because----------------> I AM BORED.. =D